Sometimes do you ever feel like you just need a break......

hubby is at a training.. and I am home with the kids.. it is ok really.. but I get angry sometimes then feel bad that I got angry.. how crazy is that??? So I escape to the computer and the kids watch tv... hmm something is wrong here.. I could feel badly about not spending enough time with my kids.. but other times I really feel like I need that break to just be me... sometimes doing therapy takes a lot out of me.. and I dont have a lot left for my family at night... as all mom's know that is a full time job in itself...

I really feel like I am respected by my bosses.. and they appreciate what I do.. like to night.. my one boss talked to me about some billing stuff and volunteered to pay me before we got paied from insurance.. I commented that I got it and that they did not need to do that.. however I also was fully aware that there may be times that doing outpatient is a risk.. total risk... and she really appreciated that....tried to explain that to my dad tonight but I am not sure he got it....

I just looked at my son's feet... ok total tangent here.. and he started giggling as I was picking lint off his toes... then our daughter asked me to tickle her and I said no not right now.. what???? geez mom.. what is the deal... see I am harder on myself then I am on others.. .*sigh*

RANDOM thoughts of an over worked mom!!!! Made pumpkin salsa soup tonight.. it wa awesome and I ate more than I should have.. thinking I will have some java after the kids go to bed.. and maybe look at some paperwork for hte office.. but then again.. maybe not...might just chill.. although I like not having hubby around.. I do miss him... *sigh* but he will be home tomorrow...

Guess that is it for tonight.. unless I come back again...