Another Wednesday....

Life is about change....

Brad has been leaving early every day this week and is getting home a lot earlier.. it helps a lot... although some of the arguing in the morning could stop!!!! It gets a little old... however I would rather he be gone in teh morning as opposed to not being home at night.. and still being gone before we are in the morning...

It is geting much colder out.. daylight savings is next week.. changing of the leaves.. brings back those memories from 7 years ago.. *sigh*... soon she will be 7... and who thinks about her but me... does dh??? Sometimes I dont know.. the kids asked for god blessums for Emma last night.. I thought that was sweet.. they said she watches over us... and she does... still at times.. I wish she was here...

I had dh run off a new pic of her for me the other night.. so I could put it in my locket.. there has not been one in there forever.. I have been ok with it.. but feel the need ot have one in there now.. so I glued it in this morning.. and hopefully it will stick.. she sure is beautiful.. I wonder what she would look like now... a darker version of our little girl???

hmmm sometimes.. I just dont know.. it all seems so far away most days.. like a bad dream.. but there are times.. those few times.. when it kicks me in the teeth.. takes my breath away.. that has happened out of the blue.. and it is like it is all new again.....

time to get ready to go to work....