IT snowed today.............

Life is about change....

November 10.................. 8 days til my 40th... was in chicago last weekend.. had a great time.. wish we could have stayed at Coyote Ugly longer... wanted to party more.. but somehow.. did not feel quite right doing that with my sister there... and my sister inlaws.. odd huh?? If shelly and Mandy had been there.. well it may have been different...

More of my period... UGH.. is see from my last blog on the 28th that it is more of the same... this sucks.. but the alternative.. a hysterectomy is worse.. dont want to do that either.... geez.....

PUt on 2 pounds over the weekend.. am up to 184.. need to stop eating.. and pay attention to what I am doing.. I want 5 off by the end of the month.. I dont like weighing thismuch.. and my size 12's dont fit right.... such a thing to worry abotu when over 2 hyears ago I was in a 26 and over 300 pounds and never thought about run/walking a 4.5 mile race in themiddle of winter....

The Tyranena Race is tomorrow in Lake Mills.. mom and dad are coming to watch the kids... thank god the weather is going to hold out.. hopefully anyhow... I dont mind walking in hte cold.. but rain is not so good... I hope dh and I do well in that... should be fun...

Work... work ... work... geez sometimes I am not sure about this partner thing.. I get upset with Sarah for the stuff she says.. and it appears as though others are catching on to her behavior.. YUCK!!!! and then I get asked what I think.. not so cool.... but she needs to change her attitude before it gets worse and I get more angry with her.. sometimes she is pretty selfish and needs to remember that it is NOT about her but aobut our clients and this is what we do when we get hired to provide in home therapy....

THinking about my new tat.. getting it the friday before Emma's bday.. thinking angel wings.. emma'sname in them.. her bday date.. something to represent M and G and 4 stars....

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm

me