Lori called yesterday... amy's cancer is back...

and i am bummed.. bummed bummed... I hate the c word.. it wreaks havoc in families.. tears people apart.. makes me sad.. causes lives to end.. i dont get it.. and at Christmas?? where is the justice?????????

I tried to call amy yesterday... no one answered the phone.. left her a message on her cell.. tried to call her house.. dont think the message went through... but will try again...

It is on her sternum.. they took it out.. and some muscle.. she goes back tomorrow... for more information... Lori said they are going to do radiation and chemo.. be aggressive... *sigh* but I cant help but think abouty Corey and all he did and it just di not matter.. but then there is Michele's sister.. who is diong stem cell stuff.. how expensive is that??? would that work???

What can we do.. and why is it that we only rally around people when they are sick.. not before,, not when th ings are giong well.. why do we wait til they are in dyer straits...

I need to remember now and always to talk to people make that call.. dont be to busy.. play wtih my kids.. other stuff can wait... life is to freaking short...what do you do??????

With all my heart I hope for good information.. I hope for good anwers... but I have a bad feeling.. I hope I am wrong...