Crabby cold day....

have not been here in a bit.. is cold out today.. and I am crabby... sarah just got here ... dont really want to work.. so here I am...

darn period has me crabby.. I need a day off.. need to talk to Cristie about supervisiony stuff and dont feel like being nice to people at all... just need some time to settle and not talk work and not be nice.. grrrrrrrrrr!!!!!

Why is it that people just cant do what I want them to do or what they say they will do.. why is it that my expectations are so high.. I feel like I need to talk to Cristie about this however am not able to as she is with us today and I cant talk about my feelings regarding Sarah not following through when I have her with me in the same car...

and I am NOT a morning person at all.... all the freaking cheeriness from Sarah drives me nuts.. i dont want to be cheery this morning.. i want to stay home.. and be myself and have time for me.. and NOT have to worry about supervising someone and NOT have them take what i say to heart.. makes me not want to even freaking do it and then it is NOT my damn job is it???? UGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Need to go.. so much more to say but cant as Sarah is right here....