I found that dates.....

August 15 and August 23... how soon we forget what they really are and when they are.. self preservation??? maybe...

Still feeling a bit blah about it all not really sure why.. just am... and not liking it.. a feeling of emptiness I guess... at times I wish it was different for a brief fleeting second I wish it was different, with teh quads I mean.. but with Emma.. I wish it was different more often than that but not as often as I used to.. does that make sense?? I guess only to those of us who have been there... really...

Maybe it is that I need a vacation from all the craziness that has gone on lately wiht my job.. maybe that is it.. it was nice to just be home this last weekend without feeling the need to run run run.. and do do do.. I wish Todd and Rose and the boys could have come up but they did not.. so it worked out ok....

Still.... hmmmm not sure... I guess....

me